heart ache

being engaged but not at the effect of. . . .feeling emotions & not getting sucked in or used up. . . .

easier said than done - when it comes to honesty - don't ask if you don't want to hear the answer

today I got some real input that really hurt - o my. . . .& here I was clueless & thinking all was good between me & another. . . .knocked the wind out of me - pheeew!

at least now our relationship has been revealed for what it is. . . .& now my heart is terribly sore

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